Thinking Of The Future

The day was an interesting one,
like not really, kinda average but still, most days aren't boring.
So there's this guy in my grade, i'm besties with him.
I used to like him in year 7 but i don't anymore.
We always get asked if we're brother and sister or cousins, or if we're actually dating.

And people say that we'll grow up and get married.
Of course this annoys me all the time.
And i get teased everyday about talking to him.
He never liked me in that way anyways and he never will.
So we're never getting married lol.

But we're best friends and i love having a boy for a best friend as they really are
so much fun, and girls get boring to have as your besty for too long,
and i never could really rely on any of my girl friends for anything.
They would always too easily ditch me for something better.

But me & Emily today were thinking about schoolies, like its a few years away,
but time flies soo fast. And we're thinking of going on a cruise.
I'm the only one who's been on one, and they really are the best holiday.
It would be so much fun to go on one with everyone.

Anyhoo, no more lucid dreams yet, but just funny ones.
Check them out, kay love lots
crazed brunette
xx.

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Sweet Little Fringed Child

Today we had PE, i was very looking forward to this as we were going swimming.
But my friend forgot his and just had to saying in his most
adorable voice, you can't go, i'd have no one.
How could i?
Well bike camp was cancelled, so everyone was at school, but nxt week,
i'll make sure he remembers his swimmies, and i'll bring mine and
most people will be at Bike Camp, and the gay others can do whatever the
hell they want.

These year 8 guys, one being my ex *gags*
doesn't like my fringe!
Well screw you i say!
I like it and i don't care what you think.

Anyway i didn't get lucid, grr, but check out my really funny dream
at my dream journal ----->
Its called Midnight On Sesame St.
Its pretty random, and for some reason i didn't recognise it as out of the ordinary.
Lol. Anyhoo my day was okay, i got beaten up in sport with karate, it was gay.
I wanted to sleep but no one would let me!
ARGH

Yeah well i'm crossing my fingers for sweet dreams & lucid ones tonight.
I force you do likewise.
Much love..
xx.
Crazed Brunette

the slutty secretary

Hello today i'm the slutty secretary as me and my friends made up a list of
slutty unofficial careers that you could be, and whos who.
I was an exotic dancer but that has changed to Slutty Secretary after i put on a friends glasses.
We were thinking about having a party and inviting the guys but not telling them that
we're dressed slutty, lol
wouldn't they be in for a shock.
Bahahaha a good shock.

Anyhoo, today everyone saw my fringe, and they all liked it, which was a relief, phew.
I hadn't planned to care if they didn't, it just makes it alot easier.
Yesterday i didn't get around to writing my blog ... oops.
We went out for dinner to some place, i dunno what its called.
But anyway, found out a family member had a baby, that we didn't know about!
Gawd talk about embarrasing as well as annoying, and it was 4 months old!

"Apparently" our other relies told us, but they didn't, as we were on holidays at the time.
Anyway, i had some dreams last night which are in my dream Journal ---->
and my comments are in my Lucid Princesses Blog =D
Check em out!
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Slutty Secretary/Lucid Princess/Crazed Brunette wooteh

6 - Yeah.. Old.

Hey today my buddeh tim called me and we hung out at my place, then went and had lunch
at the shops then went to the movies to see Bee Movie.
It was soooo funny. A must see, it has like childrens stuff in it, but with little
jokes for the adults so its not to boring for them too.

But a movie that looks funny, Alvin and the Chipmunks!
Man i just loved that show when i was little and i had the singalong tap. Gawd i watched it every
day! ALVIN! Hahaha

It was pretty fun, my friends saw my haircut, and one friend, pfft friend. The one i've been
complaining about was like Wow, you look... Old.
Like what the hell is that?
Old? I'm 15 for gods sake. oh well.
I like it and my other friends think its mad.

I dream recalled about 5 dreams last night! Woot a new record, and one was lucid.

Finished ones are in Green, Working On are in Orange, Uncompleted are BLACK

Want to redo in Blue

- Turn into someone else (turned into claire from heroes)
- have a long dream
- grow wings and fly
- make orbs of fire appear in my hands
- levitate myself
- Go through a mirror
- Go into Kingdom Hearts
- Pash young Johnny Depp
- Makeout with fellow student hotties
- Hug a sprouse brother (wanted cole but got dylan) =
- Teleport
- Morph into a tiger
- Get a pet tiger
- Take a lucid pill

Anyhoo last night when i took my lucid pill it made me throw up!
(in the dream of course) How strange!

hmm
Crazed Brunette signing off xxxx.

Lucid Dreaming Goals

I hope to have a lucid dream tonight, i sort of did on wednesday
http://www.dreamjournal.net/index.cfm?do=getjournal&username=princessmeh

Here's my dream journal, its so i can practice my dreamrecalls and hopefully become
better at my dreaming!

Anyway here are my missions =D

Finished ones are in Green, Working On are in Orange, Uncompleted are Red

- Turn into someone else (turned into claire from heroes)
- have a long dream
- grow wings and fly
- make orbs of fire appear in my hands
- levitate myself
- Go through a mirror
- Go into Kingdom Hearts
- Pash young Johnny Depp
- Makeout with fellow student hotties
- Hug a sprouse brother (wanted cole but got dylan) =
- Teleport
- Morph into a tiger
- Get a pet tiger
- Take a lucid pill

The completed ones aren't in my dream journal as they were before i started one =D
Okay? Okay.

5 - The haircut

Yes i've completed a goal! I got a haircut, and i got a fringe.
Woot i like it, i wonder what.. the others will say.
I'm currently listening to the gorgeous Johnny Depp on youtube, singing his songs for
Sweeney Todd. Can't wait to see it, it will be great, Johnny's so brilliant.
*faints*

Anyway i could see the girls watching me as i talked to my guy friends, i knew they were
bitchin about me.
Grr just leave me alone.

Crazed Brunette xx.

4 - Johnny be Mine

The day was much better, no problems.
I was ready if they were gonna do it again.
I got a few smart remarks but ignored them and had fun haging out with the guys without
being picked on for it.
Anyway i had the most fun recess and lunch i've had for a while. hehe.

Me and my math buddy decided that we want to watch all the Johnny Depp movies.
Because he is just soooo so gorgeous!!
I watched cry baby on youtube dis afternoon, & his pants fell off!
HAWT!
The whole movie was pretty cheezy but still funny. But Johnny made it a must see!
Thats one of my goals on 43things, meet Johnny Depp.
I hope to achieve it one day.

I might post my goals on here too, so i can say when i've accomplished them =D
Yay.
I went really good in my child studies test! 56/60 Woot!
62% in math, 75% English, 36/50 in computer studies, 74% in Geography, so overall i'll say
i went alright .

Hope my parents feel the same lol.
By the way, i thought i should say i'm 15 and i'm in yr 9, almost yr 10.
I live in australia and i love it here.

Anyway, i'll make another post about all my goals in a sec . For now..

That Crazed Brunette xxxxxxxx.

3 - Confessions

I should be keeping more up to date but i can never be bothered.
This is the only place i can say everything, even if no one is listening.

I want to dress how i want, talk to who i want, be who i want!
But no one wants me to be an Individual!
I want to wear my sleeves rolled up, i want to wear headbands with little bows on them,
i want to wear multicoloured bracelets, i want to dress in red and black or pink and purple and
i want to be able to wear eyeliner and eyeshadow of any colour i choose.
I want to wear my music muffs, and talk to my guy friends whenever i choose.
i want to like what and who i want to like and i want you to STOP telling me otherwise!
And i want to say what i want without being laughed at !

And i don't care if it bothers you!

What gives you the right to pull my sleeves down, laugh at my headbands, point at my jewellery, comment on my clothes and question my choices of makeup?
What gives your the right to poke fun at who i talk to and stop me from wearing what i like!
Who said that if i like someone that you don't then i can't speak to them, and who said that
you can push me into a guy that i'm talking to? And just because you like someone doesn't mean that i do! And what gives you the right to try and influence me to be something that i'm not?!

*when i say you i mean a few people

Nothing! Nothing at all!

Here's the thing, your favourite dress. Its hideous, your swimmers ugly!
You should wear makeup, you really need it!
You're too pale, you laugh to squeaky, you sneeze too strange!
i don't like most of your clothes,
that guy you liked or as you usually say about me
Are still TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH but won't say it,
well he's ugly too!
Mr No Personality.
You don't have to like who i like, i'd prefer if you didn't!
He thinks your ugly anyway.
There's many other things tool, but i'll stop before i start sounding at horrible as you do.

Don't push me into who i'm talking to, its just Immature.
And don't make up lame excuses about how i'm only angry and you pushed me into
someone i used to like, which i don't anymore.
And even if i did, why the HELL should you care??!?

You shouldn't, and i'm better friends with him than i've ever been with you and ever will be.
You know i'm glad she's leaving, you're all the same, and she only makes you worse.

I've never had best friend, and i don't really care.
I've never had someone save me a seat, or remember that i was sitting with them on the bus.
i've never had someone who went everywhere with me and who
cared about me as much as i cared about them.
I never had someone who wouldn't just ditch me at any chance they got.

And i don't really care. I don't need someone to hold my hand.
I can cope on my own. I don't need you to pity me.
I don't need you to think you're helping me when you're only making it worse.
I need you to leave me alone and get on with your own life.


I need to be an individual and i will do what i want when i want to.
And i want you to know.
That this is how it will be.

That Individual Crazed Brunette xx.

Day 2 - Thursday

Hey i return! i missed a day as i was doing homework and i didn't get around to coming back.
oops sorry, i don't even know if anyones reading this but i still feel like writing it.
Test week is next week, and i'm really really nervous, i should be studying
right now, i know.
but its really boring. I hope i at least don't fail maths.

because some stupid teachers decided to put excursions on test week, all the tests
were moved forward! that means even less time to study, which is really gay because
i have math english & child studies all on monday! and its thursday today, and i've only
started studying math! Grr.

I probably should start on child studies, english really isn't as hard to study for.
which is way lucky for me.
And at the moment, the worst that can happen is to move down.
i'm probably only worried what my parents will say.
:
Well i got new swimmers today, they are really nice! the bottoms are like shortshorts,
and they're black, red & white.
i'm wearing them now, yay, cuz i went for a swim cuz its soooo hot!
argh, least we have aircon.

I spilt coffeemilk on myself today, my bad.
and my poor friend dropped her silver signat ring somewhere on the grass
D= i hope she finds it, i had to go home, but she stayed for the free.

anywaysssss........ my mum has discovered ebay and she bought me a corset, and its
HAWTT! woot.
I get it 4 xmas, can't wait.

kay well wish me luck on.. well evrythin.

xx.

Day 1 - Tuesday

my first bloggeh entry,
i decided i needed to make one of theseits just what i should do.hmm well i woke up,
yes yes of course... Moving along,
my dad always opens the door to my room to wake me, so that to actually get more sleep i must get up and shut it myself
this is ever so annoying!

so i went 2 school with my mad as ever emily the strange guitar pencil case.
this roll call chick is really annoying
she has random moods everyday - apparently
like the other day she was like - OMg i so am in the mood to crush flies right now!
rite...

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